Monday, March 9, 2015

B365 v2.11 -Feeling stupider by the moment

     Not sure what is wrong with me but I am having trouble waking up in the morning, I am finding myself in incredibly deep sleeps when my alarm goes off and the last thing I want to do in the morning is get up to shut the alarm off.

     My mental faculties are failing me as well.  I am making all kinds of stupid mistakes at work, I think it is just because I have too much on my plate at any one time and now and I am trying to keep everything going at the expense of my mental health.  I finished reading a book for the first time this year, but it is not on the bookshelf to the left.  Actually it is but it turns out I had read the very same book some 2 years ago, another of the James Patterson "Spenser" novels that I saw at Bradley's book outlet when I was in the Strip having breakfast the other day.  Because the book was there (and cheap) and I was unsure if I had read that particular novel or not, I went ahead and bought it.  But another of my mental failings was not recognizing that it was a book that I already read.  Just another of my mental gaffes these days.

     The mistakes I have been making are simple ones, I know what I have done wrong after I have done it, but it is getting to that point and not catching myself, like using the wrong deposit slips at work and putting money in the wrong bank accounts.  It is a simple fix, you can transfer the money online between the accounts but it is the type of thing that I shouldn't be having happen, I shouldn't be the guy that everyone has to double check their work, I should be better than that.  But apparently I am not.

     I am forgetting simple things too.  Last Friday morning I woke up late (again trying to get out of one of those deep sleeps) and when I woke up I thought it was Saturday morning, so I putzed around the apartment, the only thing that slammed me back into reality was the radio, the show that was on wasn't weekend programming so I had to double check the calendar on my laptop and then I realized it was Friday and not Saturday.  I am starting to wonder if I am turning into my mom, not enough oxygen to the brain or something along those lines.

     I trust everyone around here got their porn warning from blogger.   I was emailed a message warning me about content on my page, to which I asked which content I was being warned about, having three different blogs worth of material on here, it is possible I posted something that might violate the new terms of service, but I arbitrarily put the adult content warning on my page from the word go, so if they could point me in the direction of what it was that was so offensive, save for language at times, which is why my page carries the warning label, then let me know and I will remove it.  Of course after the email Blogger said pretty much the same thing, make sure you have the warning on your page and no porn, which I don't post anyway.  There are other places on the web that are better at porn than my blog.  It's a shame really, this page could use some Riley Reid pics.  Well there is always this

2 comments:

  1. Well, I didn't click on the "this" because I like reading your blog and would hate to stop dropping by.

    Have you called your doctor? Those symptoms are nothing to laugh at. There are several things than could be causing it. Medication for one. I was on a Lipator for cholesterol and had something very similar happening. I discovered it on my own after I'd been taking it two years. I also began having muscle problems in one leg, another symptom of statin use. I immediately stopped the med and went to the doc. They never told me those were the side effects of statins! I told the doc I might die but I'd do it in my right mind. They have me down as not able to take Statins. They tried to push off a different kind of med for cholesterol but I told them until they could tell me the cure wasn't worse than the disease, I wasn't having it. You should get this checked asap. Really, Matt. It is important.

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  2. Not on any meds, I am thinking most of it is stress and work related. I can't think of the last day I had where I didn't do something work related, even if it was just doing some invoices or some orders at home.

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